A personal lesson about drinking to much!

I went home so drunk last Sunday (12:30 am). Well this is not new to me. I mean, whenever I drink, I normally drink like there's no tomorrow. My wife told me I was drowning in my own puke when I got to our room. She thought I was already dying because she said I was gasping for oxygen. She said I hardly breathe.

This is the crazy part. This is certainly the first time I feel nervous about drinking. Why? For all I know, I might have hit someone because I still drove and went home even when I'm drunk. I don't want to think about it but what if I hit someone, what if someone died because I drove while I'm under the deep influence of alcohol. I really hope and pray to God that I hit no one. This is the first time that my heart pounds like hell because I'm so nervous of the worse-case scenario. I hope I haven't hit anything especially anyone.

THIS IS THE LAST TIME I'LL EVER DRINK LIQUOR OR ANY ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE LIKE THAT! I PROMISE.