You think you're invincible? Think again!
I was brawled by 2 guys last June 2, 2006 in our condo unit, for an unknown reason. This is the first time I experienced being beaten because a long time ago that is what I do. I always thought that I'm strong.. Actually stronger than anyone else in this world.
BUT I WAS WRONG! The experience is mentally painful for me. I found it hard to accept that somebody beat me in "suntukan". I was furious about this experience!
But then, during my recovery period.. I realized some things. I realized that I can't beat them all sa "suntukan". That in a fight, most of the time it will not be a fair fight. I realized that I'm really getting fat because I hardly lasted 2 minutes with the incident. I realized how hard it would be if I'm in jail for whatever reason. I realized that life is not about bullying other people or being the bravest person (in terms of "suntukan"). I realized a lot of things...
...A lot of things that made me decide to make a drastic change, personally.
JUNE 2, 2006 is the turning point of my life.
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The above post (July 10, 2006) came from my Multiply account. I will be using the Multiply account to upload my photos and use it plainly as a photo hosting site.
Anyway, about the post above... I used to say to my parents "Time change". And they always joke about that statement all the time. But I never thought that it is really true. Time do change. I thought I was invincible. It proved me wrong when the above incident happened to me. I'm changing, little by little. I'm becoming more patient now though not as patient as my dad, but I'm going there. Well, I do hope that I change fast enough before I hurt myself again or people that I love.
BUT I WAS WRONG! The experience is mentally painful for me. I found it hard to accept that somebody beat me in "suntukan". I was furious about this experience!
But then, during my recovery period.. I realized some things. I realized that I can't beat them all sa "suntukan". That in a fight, most of the time it will not be a fair fight. I realized that I'm really getting fat because I hardly lasted 2 minutes with the incident. I realized how hard it would be if I'm in jail for whatever reason. I realized that life is not about bullying other people or being the bravest person (in terms of "suntukan"). I realized a lot of things...
...A lot of things that made me decide to make a drastic change, personally.
JUNE 2, 2006 is the turning point of my life.
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The above post (July 10, 2006) came from my Multiply account. I will be using the Multiply account to upload my photos and use it plainly as a photo hosting site.
Anyway, about the post above... I used to say to my parents "Time change". And they always joke about that statement all the time. But I never thought that it is really true. Time do change. I thought I was invincible. It proved me wrong when the above incident happened to me. I'm changing, little by little. I'm becoming more patient now though not as patient as my dad, but I'm going there. Well, I do hope that I change fast enough before I hurt myself again or people that I love.
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